A while back, I watched a Korean drama called Twinkling Watermelon, which is about a high schooler who goes back in time and meets his dad when he was also in high school. After finishing it, I dreamed that I met my dad when he was around my age, but it turned into a sex dream. It wasn’t necessarily the most absurd, grotesque, or unhinged dream I’ve ever had, but it was definitely the wildest in my opinion because of the implications.
Lucid dreams never work for me. If I am conscious while dreaming I suddenly get uncreative and I enter into “The Black Void” and I proceed to hang out there in real time until I wake up.
I can maybe summon a bouncy ball to entertain myself but basically the bounce is unreliable…
I am super intrigued what all that would do to me but also yeah I already have adverse reactions to basic medicine. I will stay clear. Maybe just mugwort and lavender.