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Cake day: July 25th, 2025

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  • DMT for me, the room started twisting and recursively repeating itself. I felt myself being pulled up through the ceiling and resisted at first but got bad vibes and let myself take off. Clocked out and went to DMT space, thought I was my roommate for a minute, had an ego death, and saw shapes and colors that dont really exist in reality. Came to and all the walls (wood paneling from the 70s) had a sort of shimmery liquid gloss layer on the surface that was ebbing, flowing, and peacocking real hard. Other objects were like that too but the knots in the wood really leant themselves to it.

    I had tried varies quantities and types of psychedelics prior and often got high but rarely had any visuals. The few visuals I did have were just basic optical illusion type trippy and pretty disappointing.

    My experience with DMT seemed to unlock something in my brain though because the next few times I tried shrooms and acid after that I tripped absolute balls and it felt like I had also done DMT in addition to them.








  • If the texture/flavor triggers my gag reflex and I can’t physically swallow, the question is not “why am I limiting myself?” but rather, “why would I attempt to abuse myself?”

    Trying new food can be risky, its not cheap and if you cant eat it you just wasted your money and the food. Food also takes time to prepare which you may not have the time to make or order something else which then can snowball into larger issues. Not to mention the social pressure/judgment to finish a meal you wish you could force down your throat and getting accused of being dramatic and wasteful.

    I like to try new foods here and there but I need to be able to get a small portion to avoid waste and know theres a back up I can eat to avoid skipping a meal altogether. It also needs to be with a crowd that I feel safe enough with not to get shat on if I cant eat it.

    That being said I can only imagine making a blanket statement that I’d never try something if I already know it’s very similar to something else that I can’t eat.


  • My smart watch recently died and I found myself quickly glancing at my bare wrist then surveying my surroundings for a clock only to check my phone as a last resort. Before my smart watch, my phone was my default but I’d still see clocks, read them… and then check my phone immediately after.

    Things like flyers, posters, communication boards etc, have completely blended into the scenery for me for as long as I can remember. Unless the active task is waiting with little to no distractions or entertainment I won’t notice them.