Im not sure. A while, maybe up to half a year, doing one or two videos per week. But I tried not to rewatch every video, because it was so awkward. Sometimes I have to though and at some point, in that first half year, it stopped being awkward.

That’s it. I’ve watched my own videos dozens of times by now and it’s not weird anymore. But I distinctly remember that feeling OP’s talking about frim the first few video’s I had to watch.

Cuddles

Sure, but at least I can lookup a picture of a celebrity. If you want to have the same beard as John from accounting. Than I wouldn’t have a clue what you’re talking about.

So there’s no celebrity worship going on here, just practicality.