Sorry my man I replied wrong :/

drown myself in sleep

That is quite literally the goal of so many friends in my life. In between work, kids, holidays, yard work, vacuuming, groceries, and then more hours at work…it’s a treat that makes that long laundry list of a life manageable.

Make plans to sleep regularly. You won’t regret it.

Edit: I can’t reply on the internet

How this fellow sounds is forlorn. How he sounds is angry. How he sounds is like he’s figured out just how easy it is to live backstage and out of costume.

The thing is, he’s not the only one. At some point, with some other person in the world, how you behave stops being an act. A “performance,” as he says. Maybe it’s the friend with whom you grew up tabletop gaming, overeating Cheetos and not caring when the Mountain Dew stayed in your facial hair just otter too long.

Maybe it’s the girl with whom you can share a blanket on the couch, and twist your legs into some sort of hot vine, each of you staring into your phone like a completely normal person.

Whoever it is, they’re with you. Backstage. Out of character. Not chewing on the scenery for the audience.

This guy never found that person.